Currently Playing Good Mourning By Alkaline Trio see related

- Every Thug Needs a Lady

so so so. it's time for me to start looking at college. because no, i can no longer be a bum and not go to school or do work or anything like that. but it makes me sad, because i like the way things are now and i love the people that i know now. and i don't want any of it to change. but here, so far i've gotten into:

rutgers university
arizona state
&bloomsburg university

buuut i don't know if i want to go to any of those, yet. i'm still waiting to hear back from three other colleges so whooo knows. i sure as hell don't.

other than all this college crap, everything is wonderful. :) and that's all i have to say.



outside waiting in the cold
kiss me once in the snow
i swear it never gets old
and i promise you that
i will make it warmer. <3

Currently Playing We Are Not Alone By Breaking Benjamin see related

- so cold -

she's touching his chest now;
he takes off her dress now.


recap of the week/weekend --

[mon-fri] -- no work because i called out sick and told them i had mono. haha.

[friday niiight]-- out for megs birthday with molly, erin, taryn, dave, laurrr, lisette, suzy, danielle, jamie, kelly, james AND MY LOVELY RENNA. we all went to houlihans. a lot of fun. molly, taryn, erin and i had some fun in the bathroom. things like this always happen with me and molly haha. joel and nick were at houlihans but they said they didn't say hi because they were intimidated by my friends haha. aafter we all went bowling. tom mcginnis and eddie were there. crazy times. i love all of my friends. i got yelled at for walking down the lane. :( eddie wanted to beat dave up but we were too slick. <3

[saturday] -- left the house around 4 to head to asbury for Taste of Chaos. i WANTED to go with ryan but you know, he was gay and messed up his ticket sale. haha kidding.<3 i was even going to drive him there. i'd let him sleep and all. but oh well. so met up with marianne and ed and waited on line in the fucking cooold. zack keifer was right behind us. i hadn't seen him since the fourth grade. (when i had the biggest crush on him ever) so we talked and that was neat. some guys made a giant penis in the sand, but it only had one testicle. weird. we got into the concert aaanndd walked around. ed went to the killswitch engage signing. blah blah blah the concert was hot. i bought a used hoodie (which got covered in blood when my nose started gushing). senses fail, a static lullaby, killswitch, and underoath were all good. but my chem and the used were just fucking fantastic. the end. haha oh and yeah, i slept over mar's house and i didn't get to fight ed after the show. :(

[sundaaay morning] -- woke up next to the most beautiful girl ever. did tess' hair so she'd look pretty and then they left for the boat show. me and marianne ordered spicy hot kickers from dominos at 10:30 in the morning and we loved it. watched gay girly movies and loved it even more. so needless to say, i love and miss hanging out with marianne. we don't have to do anything and we still have an awesome time.

[sunday niiight] -- went to the movies with jason to see cursed. yeah, he came out on a sunday which is new so, it was a treat. :) movie wasn't the best but it was good. we drove around for 20 mins deciding where to go to eat and then finally, decided on burgerking because hell, we are big spenders and we know fine dining when we see it. haha. so yeeaah, that was a fun night. <3 we're going to run out of movies to see, though.

[monday + tuesday] -- i'm being lazy and sitting around on my ass. (i'm good at this) aaaannndd ryan taught me how to block numbers so i don't have to deal with gay ass text messages, so he is officially my hero.


aaaaand i'm done. peace.

Currently Playing Second Stage Turbine Blade By Coheed & Cambria see related

- devil in jersey city

there are some things i need to ramble about, so, here goes:

[one] apparently, you sometimes read this. so read. you need to grow up, start acting your age, and get over it. you screwed things up, stop wasting my time.

[two] i do not like being sick. not at all. and i don't like when other people are sick, because i want to get all motherly. hah.

[three] people don't own people. you can't tell people who they can and cannot talk to, that is just ridiculous.

[four] i like snow. it lets you get out of obligations and that is just wonderful.

[five] i like how things are going now-a-days. and i don't think i'd change any of it.


ookkaaay. i am done. :)

soo yesterday was my first day of work. it was too long, that's all i have to say. well, no that's not all but that's the most important thing. since it was the grand opening and a saturday it was craazzy busy. and there was so much folding to do. i don't even fold my own clothes. plus i was supposed to be wearing all black and no one told me, haha oh well thanks emily ;) uhh.. a lot of my loves came in and i was happy. ryan came in to visit and i got in trouble for hugging him. can't hug customers. boo. meg and i got in trouble too. can't talk to other employees. ohmygay. but anyway i want to buy all the clothes. just take it out of my paycheck, bitches. they let me go early though, so i only worked from 11-7:40.

after, i went to the movies with jay and we saw boogeyman. (with thirty year old men commenting behind us the whole time) and theeenn we just hung out after it was fun. his car is so ghetto. <3